randomness

***
i was so pissed with the people at home this morning so i hurriedly packed my things and took off.i was hopping on a bus back to ecija on a miraculous time of 6am.asteeg.on a normal day its past 7am.ayus din pala minsan pag naiinis, napapaaga ng alis.nyahaha.

***
we went to the nearby river last saturday to collect stones -- read: freaking stones, not! pebbles -- for karen's project for the panagbenga.i enjoyed playing with the dogs, although ziggy was so chicken-shit about the water so there were only kiko and cofi who took the plunge with us.anyhoo.i got 2 battle wounds when we came out of the water:
1. a small wound just above my left knee.it wasnt bleeding much but it freaked me out because cofi was so harot so i thought he bit me.eh askal kaya may rabies.waaaa!pakingsyet.kuya bong suggested i rub a young papaya to induce bleeding.taena ang sakit!ang hapdeeee!!after he rubbed the papaya i got 3 additional wounds. tips for dark tanned people -- ikiskis ang green papaya kung gusto niong pumuti!nakakaputi ng balat dahil siguradong tuklap ang outer layer!ukinnana.intayon ag-shot!
2. sunburn.at first i dint mind it.in fact, i was happy with the tan line i got. pare mahapdi pala.hay!vainness!

***
drama queen #1:

From: me
To: +63928250...
Message:
im giving up.i hate u.im giving us up!

From: +63928250...
To: kat
Message:
ur a loser.ur weak!

From: kat
To: +63928250...
Message:
ur not giving me reasons to be strong!

From: +63928250...
To: kat
Message:
iv bin gvin u a lot of rsons bt u jst dnt see ryt thru dem!

such a lousy, lousy lover... him, not me!

***
DACOCO's RESTO in CLSU Campus

MENU AVAILABLE:

CHOWPAN:
seafood
chicken
beef

nyahaha.pinoy talaga gaya-gaya!meron din bang ciao-king?nyahaha!

***
just this morning i decided i want an iphone.ryt now!this week!papa jesus tested my temper this afternoon when i was interviewing a farmer. he was not responsive.tuod.daydreaming.thinks im babbling.stares at me like im some alien.a hot alien.haha. watda---!

i guess am not gonna have that iphone.i failed the test.kainis!

may neym is... may neym is... whutt?!?!?

i dunno whose the jerk who came up with this whats-your-name's-hidden-meaning thing, but the result i got gave me a bloated ego.hah!

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. ---oooohhh.now gimme those juicy gossseeeppp....i wont spill, said the cat!
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. -- yebah beybeee! You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. -- true, true.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. -- haha.the boylets will relate to this. sabi nga ni sum, "you give me a roller coaster of emotions." haba ng hair ng lola mo.haha.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. -- kaya nga kahit lola ko hindi ako kinaya eh! You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. -- im always for good, clean fun ya know.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. -- wrong, jerk.i am more guilty of sloth than greed!boinks.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. -- yeah, yeah.so, temper's what you call it pala?medical term?politically-correct term?whaaaat?


You are well rounded, -- literally o figuratively?umayos ka meyn. with a complete perspective on life. -- ayun eh.biglang kambyo.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. --bring it on!wuhoo.
You have the whole world under your spell, -- how i wish his world too! ayyyy...! and you can influence almost everyone you know. -- pati sana ang desisyon niya na ako lang.. anyamet!
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. --hahaha!wagi ito.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

the one that got away

ikaw,
i really enjoyed the time we spent together.never thought we'd share that kind of relaxed mood after all the things we've gone through in the past.after you left i thought, id rather have this kind of friendship with you than suffer the complications of a relationship that i have been stubbornly insisting for the longest time.being with you made me realize that i dont have to share a relationship with you just to be happy.you have given me more than what i expected, especially with your patience, and i thank you for that.who would have thought na kailangan ko pang pagdaanan yun just to discover this kind of friendship.and for that, i want you to know that you will always be special to me.darating din yung time na i will love someone and possibly share the rest of my life with, but you will always be special to me.i am so happy that fate gave me this kind of special friendship with you.tama ka, bestfriend nga tayo.kung bakit kasi i refused to take that reality noon pa.eh di sana matagal na akong happy and contented with your company.

Normally, a good friendship would serve as the foundation of a long, lasting romance. But I found out for myself that it could also work the other way around. My past with you, including the hurt and frustrations, is what made this friendship now deeper and all the more meaningful to me.

Someone once asked me what I would change if I could write my story with you all over again. I smiled, saying I wouldn’t change a single word.

bestfrnd paksyet! (peyups.com)

May sikreto akong aaminin sa’yo…

Mayroong nangyaring hindi mo alam…
Itong isang lihim, itinagong kay tagal…

Ayokong sirain kung anuman ang meron tayo. Matagal-tagal na rin kasi tayong magkaibigan noh!

Alam mo ba na nagulat ako nung araw na tinawag mo akong bestfriend? Leche. Sawang sawa na ako sa bestfriend bestfriend na yan! Huling beses na nagkaroon ako ng "bestfriend”, napahamak lang ang puso ko. Nasira pa ang isang pagkakaibigang itinatangi ko. Saka, heller! May bestfriend na kaya ako!

Di ko noon nakayang ipadama sayo…
Ang nararamdaman ng pusong ito…

Hindi ko naman kasi ineexpect na meron akong mararamdaman. Ika ko nga, i-deny hangga’t kaya. Feeling ko hindi pa ako handa. Feeling ko nalungkot lang ako, na kinailangan ko lang ng makakasama. Makulit ka kasi, jologs din. Mapang-asar pero malambing. Malay ko bang darating sa punto na ikaw ay isa sa mga iilang dahilang nagpapangiti sa akin at nagkukumpleto ng araw ko?

Di ko alam kung ano ang nangyari…
Damdamin ko sayo’y hindi ko nasabi…

Humingi ako ng sign. Sabi ko dati hindi na ako naniniwala sa soulmates, sa fate at destiny eklavu na iyan pero hayun ako, eengot-engot na nagmakaawa sa kalangitang pagbigyan ako sa kahilingan ko. Tatlong beses akong humiling, tatlong beses rin ako sinagot.

At hanggang ngayon, naaalala pa…

I got what I asked for and guess what? Nasaktan ako.

Masakit kasi kahit papaano umasa na rin ako. Mahirap balewalain ang boses sa utak kong nagsasabing kalimutan ko na lang kung anuman itong nararamdaman ko kasi sobrang imposible na kaya mong suklian ito.

Pride? Siguro.

Nakanaman kasi. Bakit ang labo mo? Bakit ang dami mo nang sinabi pero hindi mo naman pinatunayan? Sobrang inconsistent mo. Sana ginalingan mo na din ang pagtiming para sana ayos lahat ngayon.

Bad trip talaga. Sawi talaga siguro ako.

Hay. I guess it just wasn’t meant to be.

Muntik na kitang minahal…

[on investments]

i c relationships as investments. others can be labeled as "best buy," while there are cases of high risk wc Standard & Poor's or Moody's would not advise u 2 get involved wid. dey alwys start wid an IPO (getting public) wid lines dat go sumthin like "hi miss, i think we'v met before.." or "ok lang b i-text kita? bka kc mgalit bf mo eh!"

^damn pick up lines.^

*****

and so after generating interest frm d market, u start d selection process. the best of 7 series is guided by financial advisors also known as friends. hear this: "hmpf!d siya galante, d man lang nanlibre!" poor men. dey always hav to make libre to 10 frnds. starvation comes to him d following week after a date.

^tsk^

****

dis is it! "finally, siya na..=)" u make use of investment. free dinner. tga-bitbit ng cute pink bag hanggang sa men's CR. *yeicks!* tga-hatid sundo. u start to smile and say, "i made a gud investment.."

****

it dosnt end there though, because some investments turn out bad at some point. u think for the second time wondering whether to put ur investment back to the market. after much thought, u realize being single is much more desirable than practicing S&M wid ur partner.

****

most investments end wid post-break up concerns. "hija, lam mo bng plagi na lang late umuwi si *toot!* since u broke up?sna mgkabalikan na kyo.."

tita, its called the law of diminishing marginal utility.

out of order

my existence for this particular day has been unproductive.like i cud just vanish and it wudnt matter a bit.its like there are a gazillion things running through my mind and i cudnt just figure out how to put them in order.thats it! i am out of order.

and while i am trying sooo damn hard to concentrate on work, my fon beeps.
him: hey u.
me: yeah? toxic day at work.talk to u latr.
him: ok.toxic din d2 sa haus.
curious, i go: huh? y?
him: kainis yung katulong e!ingay ingay, i cudnt slip.tapos she doesnt iron my clothes!

anak ng kalabaw naman o! here i am feeling doomed with work and some creep is havn problems because someone refuses to iron his clothes? geddemit.