randomness v.2

i just had an overdose of coffee today.the coffeeshop here in philrice is offering their drinks at 50% discount.asteeg.i had a mocha frap at P40 while their flavored cappuccino is at P20 only.wish ko lang hindi ako dilat magdamag.


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9.31pm at the ofis.am with ate rhem and marco doing overtime.suddenly,
marco: "pareng kat, pakinggan mo 2!"

sayang, bakit hindi kta niligawan
ngyon akoy nanghihinayang kasi naman,
tatanga-tanga pa ako, noon
walang humpay na paghintay
sa hindi dumarating na pagkakataon

lagi nman ktang nakakasama
ewan ko kung bakit ba walang akong nagagawa
kahit na npakadali mong kausapin,
ewan ko ba kung bakit ang hirap paring aminin

mdalas nman tyong naglolokohan
dinadaan ko nlang sa biro ang 2nay kong nraramdaman
kaya cguro hindi mo cneryoso
aking mga cnabi,un 2loy walang nangyari

kakalipas lmang ng isang sem
ng mkita kita na mayroong ibang ksama,
magkahawak ang inyong mga kmay
ang dibdib ko ay sumikip ang pglunok ko ay naipit
aking napatunayan na nasa huli ang pagsisisi
para bng gus2 kong umiyak ngunit para sa ano pa
wala nmang mgagawa

magaling.magaling.ukinnana.

and because he is marco, he is unstoppable. he felt like he was some disc jock and played emo songs for the next 10 years. in between songs, he blurted, "pards hindi mo ba alam na ikinakahiya ka niya?"

taena. *wailing*

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buti na lang happy wikend ko. :D went to baguio last weekend for the panagbenga. i really enjoyed the time i had wid my mom and sis. ngaun lang ulit kami nkapag-bonding kaya enjoy talaga!








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countdown to rabid days: 4. if cofi is still alive by saturday, null and void na ang blood compact namin.mwa.mwaha.mwahahahahahahahahahaha.

randomness

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i was so pissed with the people at home this morning so i hurriedly packed my things and took off.i was hopping on a bus back to ecija on a miraculous time of 6am.asteeg.on a normal day its past 7am.ayus din pala minsan pag naiinis, napapaaga ng alis.nyahaha.

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we went to the nearby river last saturday to collect stones -- read: freaking stones, not! pebbles -- for karen's project for the panagbenga.i enjoyed playing with the dogs, although ziggy was so chicken-shit about the water so there were only kiko and cofi who took the plunge with us.anyhoo.i got 2 battle wounds when we came out of the water:
1. a small wound just above my left knee.it wasnt bleeding much but it freaked me out because cofi was so harot so i thought he bit me.eh askal kaya may rabies.waaaa!pakingsyet.kuya bong suggested i rub a young papaya to induce bleeding.taena ang sakit!ang hapdeeee!!after he rubbed the papaya i got 3 additional wounds. tips for dark tanned people -- ikiskis ang green papaya kung gusto niong pumuti!nakakaputi ng balat dahil siguradong tuklap ang outer layer!ukinnana.intayon ag-shot!
2. sunburn.at first i dint mind it.in fact, i was happy with the tan line i got. pare mahapdi pala.hay!vainness!

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drama queen #1:

From: me
To: +63928250...
Message:
im giving up.i hate u.im giving us up!

From: +63928250...
To: kat
Message:
ur a loser.ur weak!

From: kat
To: +63928250...
Message:
ur not giving me reasons to be strong!

From: +63928250...
To: kat
Message:
iv bin gvin u a lot of rsons bt u jst dnt see ryt thru dem!

such a lousy, lousy lover... him, not me!

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DACOCO's RESTO in CLSU Campus

MENU AVAILABLE:

CHOWPAN:
seafood
chicken
beef

nyahaha.pinoy talaga gaya-gaya!meron din bang ciao-king?nyahaha!

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just this morning i decided i want an iphone.ryt now!this week!papa jesus tested my temper this afternoon when i was interviewing a farmer. he was not responsive.tuod.daydreaming.thinks im babbling.stares at me like im some alien.a hot alien.haha. watda---!

i guess am not gonna have that iphone.i failed the test.kainis!

jeepney

just last week when i was on my way back to nueva ecija from pangasinan, i rode with a pregnant mother and her two little sons in the jeepney from san jose to munoz. she looked frail, her children malnourished. she actually begged the driver if they could ride the jeep to cabanatuan. she had no money left, she said. the driver agreed with a grunt. i thought, oh well, na-pressure lang ito from the curious stares of his passengers kaya pumayag. just as they were seated, the lady next to them started asking a barrage of questions.

taga-san ba kayo?
sa penaranda pa po..

naku, eh ang layo pa nun a!

….

---o, etong kwarenta, pamasahe nio.

kunin mo na!abay wag ka ng umarte.nasaan ba asawa mo?

nasa kulungan po..

anoo?!wag mo ng palabasin!hayaan mong mabulok sa kulungan yan.kita mo nga’t binuntis ka pa ulit!

…..

the woman cant help but cry.not just because of the helplessness of the situation she was into, but more of the humiliation she got from that woman. The jeepney was packed with employees rushing for work on that Monday morning, so just imagine the stares she got from these people who were all immaculately dressed in their corporate attires while she and her two children wore old, mangy clothes. One passenger, an old man who looked like a farmer, handed her P40 for their fare. Penaranda is still a long way from cabanatuan.

It just struck me as something really ironic that all the elite, more capable people riding in that jeep did not care about her, they just stood there and watched the drama unfold. One by one, they got off from the jeep… phil carabao center, bureau of post harvest, central Luzon state university, denr… an elementary teacher in Munoz. No one bothered to offer her money, which was what she badly needed that time. when the jeep neared the staff dorm, I handed her a hundred peso bill and hurriedly got off.she thanked me in a hushed tone, and I gave her a smile.

At the office later that day, I cant help but compare the jeepney with the society we have.it has become selfish and impersonal, where the privileged few are so caught up in their comfortable, neat world…never caring for those who are in need.i must admit there were times when I was also guilty with that. I was so busy thinking about my problems with work, with the mp3 player of my phone, my plane ticket reimbursement that I failed to get involved in the real world. I did not have time to comfort my sister when she was having problems with her relationship, I ignored my mom’s sentiments about her sister, i postponed a meet-up with a friend because of a deadline, without knowing she’s leaving for the states na pala.i immersed myself with things that gave me temporary happiness.

I just hope that it isn’t too late yet to make up for all the things I missed.