no, i am not yet married

friends in facebook have been asking me if i got married because of the change in my surname.but no, barrozo is actually my mom's maiden name. i am planning to change my family name because loresca is my dad's name and he's drifted since i was four so i figured, why the hell use a missing guy's name? i should use something more proper -- the barrozos are family, not dad's.

the legal stuff that comes with changing it has not yet started since i need to retrieve the necesarry documents first. mayet told me i need to get dad's birth certificate too. piece of cake. but should i look up a death certificate too? i am not sure if he's still alive. i wonder what i'd feel if i did get one.

surreal, huh?